come, Lord Jesus, come

i'm in a weird spot right now. it's only been five days since fall con, five days since i experienced what it's like to be filled with joy and know that God is really showing himself to the people around me. it's only been five days since i saw God pour his love into people and make himself real, make his presence known. it's only been five days since i experienced a peace, a calm, and a joy that only God can provide. but now all of those things--all of his peace, all of his calm, all of his joy--are gone and replaced with anxieties and frustrations, bitterness and resentment, fears and doubts. i don't like feeling such tensions, but i cannot help it.

my prayer is that God would come into my situation and draw me nearer to him so that i could experience his love and presence once more in my life.

come, Lord Jesus, come.
come and fill my heart with your light.
hold me close, Lord. hold me tight.
and come, Lord Jesus, come.

...i need you.