i don't take compliments or any affirmation that well. it makes me feel uncomfortable because i don't feel like i deserve such good things to be said about me. i'm pretty sure it's rooted in the fact that i still don't feel like i'm worthy of a lot of the blessings in my life from God, and i'm still learning what it means to be his beloved. i don't feel like a lot of the things i do or have done are of merit and i'm not sure why it makes me feel so weird when people congratulate me or say nice things cause at the same time i feel validated too. just not that i deserve such validation i guess.
i'm weird. the end.
to be addressed later: fall con, being an official communication studies major.
1 comment:
dang matt this is really good post and I feel like I can relate to it a lot. thanks for sharing
congrats again on getting into comm. God def put you in it for a reason
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